Why? Why must you come into my life, give me wonderful memories, treat me like a total princess, tell me that i was EVERYTHING you ever wanted, & then just leave. Go with someone else, and ruin everything? As if that wasn’t bad enough, You come back, like nothing happened, and i put my walls down for you once again. & for what? you made me feel special all over again, treated me like a princess again, made me feel WANTED all over again only to lead me back to another heartbreak from YOU. Why do you have to play with my feeling? is it fun to you? Do you feel good about it? can’t you for ONCE put yourself in MY position and atleast try to understand me? is that so fucking difficult? Above all of that, i know that if you were to come back, i would take you back without a doubt. & i hate that, i hate trying to be strong and not having that work, it makes me feel like a complete fucking idiot. Why do you do that?